dream

when i was a little kid,
i had a thought that when i turn into 12,
would i have some changes, like my eyes or hair will change color?
and, i actually is a WITCH, can have some magic tricks... and i was being adopted... my real parents are some powerful wizard and witch......

when i was a teenage girl,
i was thinking how and who would be my prince?
a basketball team captain... a talented instruments player......

when i grow older,
i was wondering would i win in a lottery then it change my family and my destiny forever...

well, undoubtedly, these dreams never happen.
I m still an ordinary girl with my little family,
haven't meet my prince or the man,
and still did not win in a a lottery (only get 2 KFC vouchers in primary school lucky draw).
however,
i m still being happy with myself with a healthy body, lovely family and some sweet friends.

many times, people are envy with what pretty things of OTHERS,
hoping themselves can have those things or even prettier but didn't recognize the prettiest already under their eyes. recently, realize that many people surrounding me are having cancer made me feel horrible. will i get my turn or my family's turn in the future? so, now learning to be good, but not perfect.