女爵疯了

今天，我简直快要逼疯了！
就觉得很烦~
一直未能专心在复习上，再来Co Law报告的分数简直就让我很伤心。
天啊！滑鼠从分数排行榜滑下时，其他人都拿的不错的分数。我竟然这么低！
不是不甘愿！是不明白！
在问过stanley组的分数以后，原来是tutor 的问题~OPHELIA! 讲到现在，我已经累了。
一句话：没有职业操守。

好想好想回到以前的温习态度，找回那失去已久的坚持和能耐~
从早上到下午，整个人简直要崩溃。
好想到西湖呐喊，痛痛快快的呐喊！喊出一切的不快！
本来，还以为自己的EQ提升了，原来还是那么低。刚开始，面对一切的不顺利，还可以说服自己。
到现在，就好像一个充气了的气球，再没有剩余的位置，快要爆炸了。

现在，失去的时间再也回不来。
只好把握即将来临的明天!

Listen to Beyonce' s Listen

看着星光大道时，很欣赏一位叫陆萱的女孩。
看她唱歌，有一种很爽的感觉！
她把梁文音的"我不是你想象的那么勇敢"以及Beyonce的"listen"唱得好好听~

Beyonce- Listen
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

The. Vampire. Diaries.

I want you to know
That I will always be here for you.
You can come to me about anything, ok?

Stefan to Elena

I am me.

我很爱讲话，
因为害怕那一瞬间，安静的尴尬，

我很爱抱怨，
因为在对自己的要求提高时，不知不觉中对别人也有所要求。

我很爱后悔，
因为不懂珍惜现在拥有的。

我很爱比较，
因为总是希望找到那无形的标准线鞭策自己做到更好。

我很爱炫耀，
因为我希望别人注意到我，害怕被人遗忘。

我很爱占有，
因为我不愿尝试失去，我都希望自己拥有的能够陪在我身边。

我很霸道，
因为我不懂温柔。

我很自私，
因为我还学不会如何站在别人的立场做决定。

我很烦，
因为很多时候，我很会杞人忧天而且还有很多很多的 back-up plan。

我很倔强，
因为我不喜欢看人眼色行事，不想没有自己的原则。

我就是我啊~

FOREVER 21

DUO SATIN TUBE DRESS

I Love You so much!

my friend vs. 21

This sem break totally full of uncertainties, after confirming my PMP training on 21 and 22 May, i don't know should I go for PMP recruitment, should I go for presentation of Blood Donation Campaign, should I go for first aid duty???? And, for my 21, should I stay at Kampar alone or going to KL or some other places better?

Hence, today, i called my fren asking her during my sem break when should i go to stay with her in KL or any plan we can hang out or something special.

During our conversation, I was totally disappointed when I heard she said her BF will go and stay with her for the study week. I know his accommodation problem but I cant understand why you can stand on my side too? Last time, I was so care for him staying with us. Ok, I am your good friend, I should understand you, How about you? Can you understand me? I just wana spend a few days with you for only twice a year!

And, just now, you just complained me that I should inform you earlier the days I come KL and even asked me to stay some where else. I am totally speechless for now. I am really really upset and feel being hurt. The worst thing come into my mind is: your friends are getting far from you is your time management problem and don't just complain others not understand you! Sorry i have to say this but the truth is this!

At least, I have other plans for now. The worst plan is just staying Kampar. 21! My 21! Seeing other having their 21 so memorable, and so envy about my friends and senior one since from my high school. I keep telling myself what 21 big plan or what other 21 surprises just a ritual, the most important thing is know how to enjoy my life. However, I still hoping I have a special and unforgettable one... at least, I am not alone~

Perfect Penang Shot

上个星期六和星期天，参加了两天一夜的penang之旅。到现在才写部落格是因为这几天太累了。每晚，大概12am就睡了。一张图片胜过千言万语。这些都是自己觉得还不错的照片^^

第一站：OCC 的店。我们还每一个人跟OCC 的妈妈道谢。真搞笑. XD

第二站：Butterfly Farm. 很可爱的外国女孩。

一只拥有小 love图案的蝴蝶在我手上。

我们的秘书小姐abigail。自然。气质。

偶然间，拍到这对好可爱的 twins。

离开butterfly farm是拍到的-很向往的家庭野餐。

第三站: Tropical Spice Garden. 一种有 Vicks 味道的植物。清新。

很有 the road not taken 的 feel.

最有意思的 portrait shooting. model~eiko.

第二天，吃完早点，到 Protestant Cemetery (1789-1892) 拍照。
model： alywn foo

model: eunice tan

Francis Light 之墓

站在马路对岸拍的一张超有feel 的照片。

极乐寺 shot 1

shot 2: hotel roommates

shot3

Shot4: 在occ示范后自己拍的近距离油灯。

大概6pm 左右，我们就从槟城的 queen's Bay 向金宝出发。大概840pm就回到家了。这次的penang 之旅之所以有意义是因为能够拍到这些难得的照片。当然，我真的非常感谢相机的主人。

~thank you for being my penang dream builder~

KPMG day

Since from yesterday night, I started being excited about today KPMG corporate trip.
520AM, I even awake without the calling from my alarm.After breakfast and all the dressing, I went to the gathering at Westlake Bus Stop.Around 720am, we start our trip.
Along the trip in the bus, we all felt as sleep (i should capture this calm moment).By 940am, we reached KPMG!!! SOOooo excited!
When we were entered the lift heading into the reception counter, I did an embarrassing act- almost accidentally followed an uncle or a guy to a different floor @@ wahaha
Then we all reached the meeting room, a HR staff gave us an ice-breaking session and yet a brief information video about KPMG. For the ice-breaking session, I even being chosen by my group to make a short presentation. OMG~ i was so nervous till my hand and leg were shaking!! Thanks for giving me this chance~Then, during the time waiting for another presentation, I was totally impressed by a sentence that given by the HR manager. The meaning is about like this: Getting a god academic result means the discipline towards on you. Thus, getting a good academic result doesn't mean you only know about your book!! Those who called me BOOKWORM, you are OUT OF TREND!
After that, one of the KPMG partner, Miss Peggy had presentation about the KPMG history, operation and so as the requirement for candidate getting into KPMG.Afterward, the staff brought us having a office tour to get more understanding on the working environment. We ended out KPMG social visit with a refreshment session with the staff. That session did provided us a question and answer session with the staff. What an informative yet relaxing moment~
Then, we went to oneU supposedly had our lunch but I think most of the girls grabbed this CHANCE to do a window shopping. Around 230pm, we were heading back Kampar.

*I would like to thanks Accounting Society for providing this corporate trip and yet yiRu for helping me to register. This corporate trip really meaningful for me and yet made me move a further step toward my dream accounting firm!!!*

my love. MAC

Today purposely go and find the M.A.C Cosmetics website.
Pretty, stylish, modern.

After doing research and survey online, i finally found the best suit eyeliner, the MAC-liquid eye liner.

Long-wearing, smudge-resistant and can be easily removed with Pro Eye Makeup Remover.

pretty sunday.

昨天,
一个不一样的星期天。
730am起身，
930am火车，
1210pmKL。
先和芮甜在 kl central 的MCD 吃了午餐就到金河广场逛逛。
在吃MCD时有遇见意想不到的人。O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
差不多4点，我们就准备到慧晶的家…^^

很难忘的夜晚---
女主角在扮美美之后（set 头发，化妆，穿上美美的dress）真的很不一样哦！
wee weet....XD
就连用餐的地方也布置得好想出嫁的新娘子的家那样。
在大家用餐时，慧晶爸爸把她带到每一座用餐席去谢谢朋友们的到来（真的很想要出嫁^0^)
用餐完毕后，就是吹蜡烛时间了。
喜欢热闹的慧晶和爸爸也搞搞气氛-要两难两女前去为她唱生日歌。
我很“幸运”是其中的两女之一。有点paiseh~
慧晶爸爸还说什么把女儿给嫁出去之类的，真搞笑。
正大家以为生日会要落幕时，金宝的四大“帅哥”-stanley，jiaLim, cheeHoe和一位不知叫什么名字，穿蓝色衣服的男生前来祝贺。看来，诚意没有100%也有90%。哈哈。

我们这班大学同学（Sharon, suAnn, meiWen, joanne, ruiXuan, weiHao, Sandra)和慧晶的高中同学（kaiWen, peiWen, xingYing, sinHong......)还混得蛮熟(尤其是sharon ）^0^
没多久，我就倒了@@好睏
在这里，我感到很抱歉因为我，我的bed mate, joanne一晚都没有睡好。

今天，
1030am回金宝，
1.05pm到家，
1.45pm去上课。

sometimes, we may forget

from my favorite blog- http://vintage-intoxication.blogspot.com

week12

After all the midterms and assignments, i seems quite enjoy in this week and now only refresh my blog. Just now, uploading my blog title picture already killing me because I can't find the hints! However, i am able to manage it and this is the second post!!! yeah~^0^~

From now on, I will start writing my blog again! After "left my blog behind" for quite a long time, now i felt sorry to 'her'.

Since the final timetable already released last week, I start worry about my Final. Honestly, this semester, i am a skip class queen( just being proud of it).XD And, still, all my tutorial not yet updated, some more I will going to Kl on tomorrow and next week will be going to KPMG and Penang!

OMG! Penang! The place I am looking forward since I was primary school! And, KPMG! One of the Big Four, also my dream working audit firm! Wohooo, I am coming, I am coming! Hopefully, I can snap some photo and share in my blog here.^^

Lastly, is the time to plan for my time management! Final, Blood Donation, PMP, and those interesting trips~